3 Years-Part 1

3 years in a class
3 years not knowing
Whether it's extreme detest
or a subtle friendship
Crossing a line
But saying it's a joke
Yet helpful and kind
Though in the rarest times

Wearing a mask
and laughing ingenuinely
Trying not to be affected
Yet a fultite attempt

But without them
What would I have been?
Learned many things
Made me what I am now
Without them
I'm would've been different
So no need for regrets
Just rage, friendship, confusion
And a hint of gratefulness